it's been sometime...

so the semester is coming to an end with the final examination left.

i've rest enough, i think. now it's time to really start mugging hard, be prepared for my four papers next week. ((:

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you leave just like that, without saying goodbye.

as a supporter of one million star, i've never failed to watch it. so i've seen you through the season three competition. your wonderful singing and positive attitude caught my attention. seriously, i just couldn't believe upon hearing the news of your departure, especially having to watch you on the season four last week. a very talented singer. but now we've lost you. we'll always remember you and may you rest in peace, ivy.

sarah-wyt || 11:48 PM

throat swelling & inflammation...

sibei painnnnn la...

sarah-wyt || 2:08 PM

basket.

my throat hurts like hell, i don't know why because i'm not having a sorethroat. SHARP PAIN - when i swallow or when i'm doing nothing at all. stupid sickening pain, torturing me. perhaps i'll see a doctor tomorrow if the pain got worse. lol.

anyways tuesday is soccer training!

it was FUN but kinda tiring. we'd kicking, shooting and games. coach said he'll prolly play me up front as the striker in future because i can kick & shoot with my both legs. lol cause i finally kick & score with my left leg. omg i love the game the most today even though i was super duper tired during & after (i ran a lot). hurray i think i defended quite ok (finally) & scored twice (finally again). lol overall it was cool fun! ((:

after which returned to school, showered & had our first women soccer ex-co meeting. discussed about urgent matters & upcoming event. pizza on our beloved nisa (THANKS!). our meeting ended super late at around 11plus to 12mn. but still it was a fun meeting with all lovelies! ((:

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aww! godpa won't be able to attend my 21st birthday party, & i was super sad when he informed me ): because he's one of the most super duper important person in my life together with daddy & mummy. without the three of them, there won't be who i am today. how i wish you could attend but well, i really understand why & i'm really sorry to hear about it. no worries! godpa, don't feel bad about not able to attend. birthday comes every year. meanwhile take good care of yourself! (:

sarah-wyt || 11:59 PM

sarah-wyt || 11:59 PM

introducing her royal highness princess XYLENE TOH! welcome to our big royal family, my baby niece!

sarah-wyt || 11:59 PM

my goal for stats mid term was to pass and i would be more than happy.

but...

everyone around me was telling me how easy the paper was, just that they couldn't do 1-2 questions. to me, it's not extremely tough but neither was it a breeze for me. ): i don't have a stats background but i'm willing to love that mod and work hard for it. the thing is, no matter how much i try, i just couldn't get out of the "i-really-suck-big-time" zone. not only for stats but for the other mods too: econs, etc.

to be honest, my overall moral has dropped to the ground, having to be lagging behind and never seem to be able to catch up with the rest. really, i feel that i'm the dumbest student at smu, the bottom far end of the list. )): the feeling of suffocation and exhaustion just hit on me. that, really sucks to the max, to the extend that i just want to cry out loud. i'm not trying to be pessimistic.

no, i'm not trying to be pessimistic. just let me whine to minimize the stressfulness and unhappiness that are being bottled up for quite sometime. see, i'm feeling a little better now. (:

well, nothing is impossible. it just take a longer time and 10 times the effort to make it possible. so i'll try my ultimate best to climb up the rope and not falling deeper and deeper. of course, not to let myself break down that easily.

hang in there sarah!

sarah-wyt || 6:06 PM

FINALLY, i spoke up during is101 and i'm proud of it.

bet prof was happy because he said he liked today's class because we'd good long discussion. as well, those who didn't participate in previous classes, participated today, e.g. ME! :D


these few weeks will be very intense for me.

sarah-wyt || 11:59 PM

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